She had the baby and not even a year later he killed himself. I'm not sure if it was from genuine attraction or trying to be straight, but either way he got this girl pregnant and he couldn't stand her, but he moved her into his home and the played "family" for a while. He was super depressed because religious guilt and family regarding his sexuality. We went to different colleges and lost contact for 5 years but then 3 or 4 years ago we ran into each other at a bar in our hometown and we struck up the friendship again. We met when we were 9 and were best friends all through school. I sometimes think about finding her parents and telling them but this was like 15 years ago. I am still shocked how fucked up my thinking was but I have my own issues. What's crazy is that I never told anyone because for the longest time I thought she was just kind of slutty, and while definetly wrong/gross (she was adopted so somehow that made it less gross) she would talk about how great it was. I'm pretty sure they have no idea about the uncle. Her parents turned her funeral into a self righteous lecture about bad choices. Wasn't wearing a seatbelt and it took 'hours' to extricate all of her from the car. She was 19 and drove her car into a concrete divider/wall coming off an exit ramp at a very high speed. By this time we rarely saw each other and she would runaway and steal her parents car all the time. She got pregnant at 14 (had a miscarriage) and got kicked out of multiple schools. My best friend since childhood (who was raped by her uncle starting in junior high-she thought it was consensual) started doing a ton of meth and sleeping with everyone.
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